Discouraged

Well I worked out for 50min. this morning, admiring all the skinny girls there, hoping to be one of them someday soon! LOL! Felt alright, until I went and finally weighed in. I don't think the scales work right at all, not just because I don't like what they said! So I knew I was around 175-80 but to my horror, I weighed in at 184. How terrible is that? And how terrible that I let myself get this way! I'm a little discouraged this morning, but I have to snap out of it! I didn't gain this weight over night, I'm not going to loose it that quickly! It just would be nice to see some progress, but I guess not all progress shows up on the scales! A lot of times you gain before you loose? I'm praying for that. So I"m going to try hard to be positive today! What else can I do!